I'm not happy with myself - too short, too fat, too unambitious, too lazy, too unorganized, too out of freakin' key. Even if i had one million free wishes to change anything and everything in my life - i know at the end of my miraculous transformation - the problem of being happy enough to love myself, will never be answered.
This is because i've forgotten my original purpose, to have relationship with God. If i lose that, i will have lost everything, because all things are meaningless without Him who gives me purpose. The answer to every question i have ever asked is to love Him unconditionally. This concept is so revolutionary for me perhaps because i have never taken it to heart.
