Haha... sorry folks.
I need to apologise for being a pompous prick. I realise in more instances that i'd care to admit, i'm as much an extremist as the next grass munching nutcase. It's just that there's so much anger and discontent - which i'm sure i'm expressing the wrong way. Then again, maybe not.
I hate second guessing myself. But when i think about it, i realise i've grown up with all this God-damned Christian speak about delivering chastisement in 'love'. Now, i'm less concerned that everyone has their own interpretation what it means to tell the truth in love, but the cheaptricks who preach these messages with such soul searing conviction DO NOT live it out themselves. And i feel so bitter because for the longest time, i spent so much of myself trying to reconcile the fact that some of these people who were supposed to be good examples were behaving like fuck-twits. So what if you have a rostrum holding up your bible? So fucking what? Speaking from behind a pulpit is the least of validations.
It's not that i don't respect God's word. It's simply to easy to fake an inspired message. If you preach it, you sure as hell make sure you walk it out too.
I think we're all in desperate need of a reality check. You, me, us, and them.
