You Talking To Me? Here's something for you to chew on - is presumption the sin of ignorance or prejudice?A friend read my blog and took it upon her kindly soul to suggest the real reasons for my emotional outbursts. She also asked that i introspectively consider why i am, the way i am. That's all good and well because nobody is above correction. Bear in mind though, the road to hell is paved with good intentions.
I had very specific people in mind when i wrote those blog entries. If you want names, come right up and ask me. Maybe i'll tell you, maybe i'll won't. It depends on whether i have enough regard for you, or whether i think you're just a numb-nut. I can separate the two easily because those who ask are usually the ones that deserve a cursory glance and a mental fuck-off.
The short and sweet of it all is that there are some who are respected as 'mature' Christians but are retarded as human beings. They go chivalrously riding around on their moral high horses shouting orders at ppl who are weaker and meaker. They have the cheek to judge which cliques have their stamp of approval and which don't. Instead of heading straight up and adressing who they deem to be negative influences, they prey on my friends who are softer and less likely to argue back.
I am not an innocent who is constantly misjudged. I am hot-headed, emotional, and hateful. Please get your facts right. The problem is not about understanding one another, but that there are "mature" Christians who have no understanding of what it means to be conscientious. I'll give you an example.
My mother spends a hell of a lot of time in prayer groups and bible studies. Fine by me. This morning i broke my spectacles and took them to fix at my regular guy. She feels he's full of hot air. Nevermind that he charges me next to nothing everytime clumsiness gets the better of me. He's humble and always offers top notch service. But when he stopped to offer advice on her own pair of glasses, my mom actually told him rudely to talk less and keep his hands moving because her son is late for work. He was taken aback and hurt. I was appalled. This is the Lord's mighty prayer warrior? Who attends Hebrew bible studies and is one of IPN's most faithful? Go on and tell me another one!
By all means have an opinion of your own, but don't sum me up without knowing the full story; don't assume i'm petitioning for sympathy because everyone disapproves of me. And i am sure as hell not about to accept this sort of flaws in ppl. I know love covers a multitude of sins, but don't use that as an excuse. As far as i'm concerned, all you offer are easy Christian answers. You think you know acceptance? May i suggest you make an introspective list about who you accept and who you don't?
I hope you're still bemused and not taking offence. It's nothing personal, just setting the record straight.
